film, job, Letter, production

Cover Letter

I have recently returned to film/video production and it would be great great to work with you on this project. I am willing to take any role but I am organised and best suited to the production side. I am now 37 years old and I am a great problem solver. I love working in a fast moving environment and under pressure. In the past I have worked on the production of professional music videos and short films. For the last few years I have worked on my own projects in my spare time but I have not worked in the industry due to falling into a good job in an unrelated field of work. I am a film graduate and I have more energy and dedication then those younger than myself. I hope to hear from you soon.

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Letter, prose

Sort It Out

You may well break into pieces and you may feel unwell. You may feel feeble and want the world to stop turning; this will pass. Given time you will feel more comfortable with yourself and the unfocused will become clear. The worries you had will appear laughable. Ideology will become unworkable. Give up hope now, forget your dreams. You are wasting potency as others plan life. Concentrate. There are things that need to be accomplished. The time to dream is over.

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Letter, prose, virginity

Red

I do not notice, till now, that my feet stroke the bed sheets constant; toes curled, hopelessly try to grasp sand in the northern sea swell. Skegness. Beautiful tomorrows, endless days. The sea goes on forever but today it is mine. Look beyond the wind-breakers, sausage rolls and scorched Yorkshire noise. The grey sea is forever: to the horizon and beyond. There is hope of escape.

To be the first is a daunting task. But if one has no knowledge of this, or has been given to think this is not the case, then he is the one all others are judged by. Other than this scenario you, they, become predecessor. There is too much responsibility for taking of one’s cherry. For a boy it is a relief but for a young woman it is something much more. Through the city I see long red hair: for a second I am weak and forlorn. Excited with fluttering heart. One day she will return to these rain drenched shores.

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Letter, Mental Illness

Letter in Remission

Sorry I haven’t been in contact but I’ve been through a bit of a troubled time. I wish I could get a grip on it but I feel I never will. I have spend some time in a mental unit and I have come out the other side (with new meds) and I feel good.

I don’t think I’m mental- I just don’t think the same as everyone else. I think I’m logical but then again I’m mental.

I want to sort myself out, be a better person and win you over again. But time passes; more and more rapidly and there will come a point when you are settled down with children and there will be no hope for me to regaining your love.

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